4 months

Today I just couldn’t.

I stayed in bed til nearly 4. Luckily my parents had the boys and Tony, my sister and my friend took turns with Charlotte.

We did go through the stack of boxes of medical equipment finally.

Today marks 2 weeks since she died…

tomorrow marks 4 months since her diagnosis…

…and since her 6th birthday.

4 months…

un-real. But so…

real.

*just looked at the dates..tomorrow is the 27th so actually friday the 28th is 4 months I have no concept of days right now*